I had to get up early today because I had an appointment to get my nails done at 11am and I wanted to shower before I went, to get it out of the way. I ended up waking right around 9:30am after a pretty decent sleep. When I got out of bed I decided to do a few chores around the house, including dust busting the couch. I also gathered up all of the garbage because it's trash day tomorrow. Finally, I got in the shower and pretty much had to run out of the house to get to my appointment in time. This time I tried a new place and everything went smoothly. A few weeks have to go by before I can really rave about them because there's always that risk of an infection of some kind! They were very busy, so I'm glad I made an appointment. I got the gel application like I had previously done.
Since I was near the food store I figured I'd stop and get what I needed for the next several days after my nails were done. I was about two minutes into the store when I remembered why I never go to that particular food store. It's because it's so over priced! I ended up getting a few Lean Cuisine meals which happened to be on sale, paper towels and a few cards I needed to pick up....then I left. I ended up stopping at the food store closer to my house to get the rest of what I needed because I would have been paying over $1 more on everything! When I got home I put the groceries away then had lunch and it was time to get ready for work.
I was working in a position which I don't usually work in tonight but I was proud of myself for not getting overly anxious about it. I had to learn some new things, so I'm actually glad that I was put there because it ultimately increased my skill set! I think it also helped to make the night go by fast because I couldn't believe it when it was already 11pm. I got a little bit down tonight because when I was working on something one of my co-workers made a comment about how slow I am. I know he was just kidding around but it really upset me and I had to remind myself that everyday with OCD is a new day to practice getting better. I've been at my job for seven years and I'm way better than I used to be but I'm never going to be the first one to get there work done. I've spent many hours beating myself up inside for the fact that I can't be as productive as others. It's so hard because people who don't suffer from obsession don't understand that it's not something you can control. I have said it before and I'll say it again I wouldn't wish this disorder on my worst enemy because it can and will make every single thing in your day harder:(
I have my annual eye appointment tomorrow morning at 10:30am so I'm going to have to get up early again. Also, at some point I'm going to have to balance my checkbook. Oh yeah and I'll have to do another load of laundry because I won't be around this weekend to do it. The exciting thing about tomorrow, besides the fact that it's Friday, is that I'm going to get to see my two older sisters for a little bit before work:) Plus, I start my vacation at 11pm tomorrow night! Alright, well I'm going to bed early!
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