I had a terrible night of sleep last night and I knew from the second I woke up today that I was a little bit off. I tried to sleep in because it had taken me so long to finally fall asleep last night, but I ended up getting out of bed around 10:30am. The first thing I did was make a cup of coffee and have a protein bar for breakfast. Soon after my Mother called me to fill me in on her plans for this weekend. Originally, I had planned on having my sister watch my dog for the weekend, but my Mother told me she wanted to do it. Therefore she is going to be coming to my house tomorrow. Apparently she's going to come in the morning, so I'm going to have to try not to be up so late tonight. After I spoke with her I had some lunch, which was just a Lean Cuisine.
I didn't really do much around the house this morning before work but I did manage to gather up all of the trash and put it on the curb for trash day. I got to work on time and it was a pretty slow evening to start, however it gradually got a lot busier as the night went on. In fact by 8pm I was running around like crazy! I even had to call the director to run something by him, which I've only had to do about once in my career! Even with everything going on I managed to get out on time but was late getting home because I was chatting with my co-worker in the parking garage again:)
So, for some reason I was very emotional prior to going into work today and that's why I was ultimately useless this morning. I think it's because of how stressful my Mother is making me feel in regards to the wedding and everything else lately. I know that she doesn't entirely mean to, but she's definitely micromanaging my whole wedding and life right now. A good example is this weekend, where I had it all planned out for my sister to watch my dog and suddenly now my Mother is going to be watching her. I don't have a problem with that because she's perfectly capable of watching my dog but it sometimes infuriates me that she changes every plan I have already made. I don't mean to complain about my Mother, because I love her so much, but sometimes it helps to vent a little bit.
Tomorrow I'm going to have to do a load of laundry and pack for this upcoming weekend. I'm actually pretty proud of the fact that I haven't washed clothes since Tuesday! I was trying to save it up for tomorrow and I think I have exactly enough clothes for one load. My fiancé told me he was going to try and get out of work a little bit early so that should give us a good start. I've been so busy I haven't really had time to look forward to this weekend but I think time away right now may be really good for me. Alright, that's all for now.
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