I didn't feel as terrible as I thought I would when I woke up today even after not having a very good nights sleep. As the day progressed at work my nose got more stuffy and I started feeling the symptoms of the cold I acquired from my boyfriend more. It ended up being an extremely busy day which actually for the most part kept my mind off of how I was feeling. It was the last hour or so that I couldn't wait to get out. Unfortunately I didn't finish everything up until almost 4pm. I went straight home, took a shower and the proceeded to rest in bed until my boyfriend arrived. I was trying to nap but I just couldn't get to sleep. I was so busy at work today that I was using the Purell more than actually washing my hands with soap and water. I think that is why they don't look that bad....you wouldn't believe how strong that soap is at work.
When my boyfriend showed up it was after 7pm and he made us grilled cheese sandwiches with chicken noodle soup. It was very sweet of him because he made everything which gave me time to fold the laundry from yesterday. I was feeling much better after dinner so I emptied the dish washer and cleaned up the dishes from dinner. We spent the rest of the evening watching "House of Cards" and talking about our day.
I'm very anxious tonight because I finally made a doctors appointment I've been avoiding for months. I have a small lump on the back of my head which I have had for a while but lately it's been hurting me more. When I went to my annual physical in September I told my doctor about it and she had it x-rayed. Nothing showed up so she said to just see if it would just go away on it's own. Unfortunately the last month or so it's been bothering me again so I reluctantly made an appointment. Due to the fact that I obviously suffer from OCD you can only imagine the horrible things I think it could be. At this point I really just need an answer to what it is because I don't know if the pain is more psychological than anything else.
My actual doctor didn't have an opening so I'm going to see someone else which is frustrating because I have to start with the whole story from scratch. The appointment is at 4:30pm and it's at least a half an hour drive from work. I'm really going to have to race out of work right on time in order to make the appointment and this is one I just want to get over. I only hope that everything is okay and I'm making a big deal out of nothing. Until tomorrow!
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