Day One Hundred and Eighty Nine.

    I have been a little depressed this week and was hoping when I woke up today I would feel better, but I didn't. I got out of bed and everything but still felt very under motivated. I have a lot of laundry to do because I want to wash both sets of sheets, but didn't actually get it together to do either set. I ended up balancing my check book and then folding the laundry from the previous day instead. I started feeling some of the effects of my workout yesterday, mainly in my legs, so I knew I wouldn't be doing any additional exercising today. After I had lunch I got ready for work and headed in a little bit early because it is meeting day.
    I didn't work where I was originally scheduled because a friend of mine asked me to work where she was scheduled due to the fact she had never been trained there before. It has been several weeks since I'd been in this spot but it's a spot I'm pretty comfortable in. The evening started out very busy for the first few hours but then settled down quite a bit. I was actually able to read my work email and the bulletin board for the first time in a while. I also managed to eat dinner at work! I still didn't end up leaving until almost 11:30pm due to the fact that something came up at the last minute.
    I think this is ending up being a very good week to have two dogs at the house because at least it's keeping me busy. I think, for whatever reason, I'm feeling the evening shift blues a little more this week than usual. I'm just not really that good at spending so much time alone and I'm also getting very tired of having to spend so much time away from my boyfriend during the week. In a lot of ways I wish I wasn't so adamant about him not moving in with me until we get engaged. We spend all the weekends I'm off together but we still are apart for a lot of the week nights. I feel like those are the nights I would want him around the most. I'm not trying to force this relationship but I know what I want and I am more than ready to move it to the next step. That's all for now.