I'm slightly embarrassed to say what time I woke up today....okay here goes-it was 1:15pm. I ended up not going to sleep until almost 5am last night and I didn't set an alarm this morning so I just kept sleeping. I had a strange dream too, that I had slept through my doctor's appointment and was panicking. My doctors appointment wasn't until 3pm today so I didn't sleep through it but I didn't have time to shower before I went. I am actually glad that I didn't because after my doctors appointment I decided to go to the mall to look for a leather jacket for my boyfriend's Halloween costume and a shirt for mine. After I tried on all those clothes at the mall the only thing I wanted to do was hop in the shower! I did end up finding a shirt which I think will work for me as well as a jacket for my boyfriend, they were both reasonably priced. I also found some non-Halloween related clothes, even though I wasn't exactly looking for them, just some plain long sleeve t-shirts that I can put on after work. I was a little upset because when I got home from my outing the belt hadn't arrived in the mail so I didn't get to work on my skirt at all today.
I felt like all I did was rush around today because by the time I got home from my outing it was 5:30pm and we had dinner plans with friends at 7pm. I ended up putting a load of laundry in and taking a quick shower which was quite an accomplishment for me because they are usually pretty long. After I got out and got myself together my boyfriend showed up and we were really only five minutes late for dinner! We had a great time, it's really nice to do double dating with people that we both enjoy. By the time we got home it was pushing 10pm and I really had to make cookies for work tomorrow. These cookies require icing but I'm not going to make it until tomorrow morning because I'm really too tired to do it tonight. I've never made cookies like this before they are actually more of a little cake. They are pumpkin cookies with caramel frosting and I hope they turn out good because I was going to make them for my sisters Halloween party. The actual cookie part really wasn't that hard to make, the only difficult part is my horrible hand mixer.
I am slightly upset right now due to a comment that my boyfriend made right before he went to bed. He was brushing his teeth when he noticed the towel he used this morning on the floor which lead into us having a discussion about my towel use. I only really ever use a towel once, then I use it for a hand towel until my next shower. When he uses a towel I usually don't use it as a hand towel at all, I just consider it dirty. He seemed annoyed by this and wanted an explanation. I tried to explain to him that he's just not as careful as I am about not getting the towel dirty. For instance I've seen him before, with the towel on, lean over the toilet to get a Q-Tip all the while half of the towel was hanging in the toilet! After I explained that he said something along the lines of "I can't imagine spending my life thinking about the things you do". Ugh, it really hurt my feelings and I think he could tell but I tried not to make a big deal about it. I can't imagine saying that to someone. He basically made it seem like my whole thought process on life is futile. Sometimes I feel that he thinks I like being the way I am, but it's hard when you don't really have complete control over some of your behaviors. Good for him that he doesn't have a disorder which makes you obsess over every little detail to the point of nausea, but he could at least be a little more compassionate that I do. I will say that for the most part that my boyfriend is very understanding about my disorder and doesn't usually make many comments about it. I also doubt that he realized how mean the comment he made came across. I just can't help but feel slightly hurt over it.
Well I hope I get the belt for my costume tomorrow so that when I get out of work I can do a little more with the skirt. I can't believe that it is going to be Thursday already. I am going to have to get up at a decent time which is why I am going to go to bed pretty soon. I can't be sleeping all day again!
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