Day Seventeen.

    I had a very busy day today which included working. My boyfriend and I had to get up early because a friend of his was coming over to help him sheetrock the ceiling of one of my spare rooms. He also had to mow the yard....hopefully for the last time this year! I took my shower right away this morning to get it out of the way and I did some cleaning then went to the food store. When I got back I ended up doing a lot more organizing, I think because my boyfriend was so busy I felt like I should be doing things as well. It was really making me anxious actually because by the time they were done it was around 2pm and I hadn't even eaten lunch yet. We offered his friend lunch but he said no so I went ahead and ate my lunch anyway....I had to be at work by 3pm, so I ate fast. He did accept a drink though and after that they both left. Another thing which was making me feel a little anxious was the fact that there was someone in my house who didn't know about my hand washing, so I was trying not to make it too obvious. I think he could tell though because he had to clean some utensils in the sink and it was full of soap:( I felt as though I really didn't see my boyfriend at all today, but I was very appreciative about how much he did for me!
    Work went fairly well, but I was a bit distracted because there was a lot of talking which makes it hard for me to concentrate. I guess it was one of those days where I sure wish I didn't make any mistakes:( I also splurged a lot on my diet....I knew that we would be ordering out at work, but I just thought I'd get a salad. Unfortunately the pizza looked like it would be good and my friend was really interested in sharing it with me so we got that. A far cry from a salad! I will definitely have to workout a bit tomorrow or I'm really going to be upset.
    My Mother and Father were here when I got home from work and that was really nice not to have to come home to an empty house. I am a bit worried about my Mother because she is just overcoming shingles and she now has a weird rash in between two of her fingers on her right hand. She keeps asking me what I think it is and I'm not sure, it could really be anything. I guess my biggest concern is that it is scabies, but I don't know how she could have gotten that. Of course that fear is purely selfish because at this point if that is what it is I would have to get treatment too:( She is going back to the doctor on Friday, but that seems like a while, so I am going to keep an eye on it and maybe encourage her to go sooner. Apparently she is staying until Tuesday this trip which is fine with me because I really haven't spent much time with her. Every time she comes she asked me how long I want her to stay and it's hard for me to answer that....I mean I don't want to hurt her feelings, but I definitely know I will need a night alone with my boyfriend by Tuesday. Alright, that's it for now.