Day Thirty Five.

    I got to work right on time this morning which was good because it was meeting day and I had to attend this one in particular due to the fact it was about one of the areas I work in the most. The meeting is supposed to be thirty minutes but today the meeting was more like forty five minutes. Some people were getting a little bit upset about the subject matter and that always turns the whole thing into a much longer process. It was an extremely busy day all throughout work today and it made the morning fly by. I ended up not getting out of work until after 4pm and I had to stop at the food store on my way home to pick up taco stuff for dinner which ultimately landed me home a little before 5pm.
    I raced around to get my shower done as fast as possible so I would be ready to go shopping when my boyfriend arrived. I was extremely anxious, in fact I still am. It's just that I feel I have so much I have to get done in the next two weeks. To make this clear none of what I have to get done is life or death, I am really just making it all harder than it has to be. I have to finish my FACGP, make my Halloween costume, and bake a whole bunch of goodies for work and my sisters Halloween party. I was going to go to my boyfriends house tomorrow, but it dawned on me that maybe it would be a little to much for me to handle in lieu of everything else. It's hard when he has to work the next day and I don't because I feel pressured to go to bed before I normally would. I figure if I stayed at my house I could probably get my scrap book pages done tomorrow night and have at least one project out of the way. It's just upsetting because I don't get to go to my boyfriends house as much as I'd like and I really enjoy going over there. He said he would understand either way which is sweet of him.
    We went shopping together when he got to my place after work and we were out until 8:45pm. We actually did pretty good and got everything I needed to make the main part of my outfit and we also went next door to Target. I was pretty nervous having to go there with him because I was worried about the lecture I was going to get about buying soap. I was in luck today because the Softsoap 56 oz. bottles were on sale for $2.99 a piece! The usual price is $4.89. He didn't seem as aggravated seeing me buy so much soap because it was such a deal! I still hate my trips to Target because nothing makes me more depressed about my OCD than buying gobs of soap. I will say that shopping with my boyfriend is so much better than doing it alone because he keeps everything really light and if I am ever a little OCD about something he always calms me down. We had to make dinner when we got home so that was pretty much all we had time to do. I guess that's it for tonight!