Day Thirty Two.

    Today was a very obsessive day. When I woke up this morning I got out of bed to check and make sure my boyfriend had gotten home safely from work. I had a long text message from him saying that he got home safe but that he had to stay in the city and work another day. I was so upset; my disappointment was insurmountable. I crawled back into bed and slept for another hour. I was slightly embarrassed when I went downstairs because I knew I would end up telling my friend and I knew I wouldn't be able to hold it together. After I started the Keurig she showed up and within two minutes I was telling her the story and crying. She was very supportive and made me feel a lot better but I still felt bad being so upset with her around.
    We ended up going to lunch a little bit North of where I live because I thought it would be on her way home and I wanted to go to Joanne Fabrics. I finally ended up buying my scrap book paper as well as double sided permanent tape, scrap book scissors, and tea light candles. So apparently the double sided tape might not stick to my scrap book paper because it is a little bit glittery. Grr. If I have to go back to that craft store! Actually I might have to depending on what I want to do with my Halloween Costume.
    It was when I got home that the cleaning started. I spent a good amount of time cleaning most of the main hardwood floors as well as the stairs leading up to my bedroom. I then went through the mail and cleaned the downstairs bathroom. I also took the trash and cleaned the floor in the shoe room. Then I put a load of laundry in and took a shower. I have so many things that I want to wash right now that it was hard for me to decide what to do first so I just put my main clothes in figuring they are the most important. I really had to wash my sheets as well so I put those in after I was done with the first load. I still have two more loads to do because I want to wash the sheets in the spare bedroom and the big blanket that I use for the fall which takes up an entire load in itself. I am glad that I have tomorrow off so I can finish up the laundry before the week starts.
    I made the pumpkin seeds and just had a Lean Cuisine for dinner because I wasn't really that hungry yet. I am kind of hungry now though. I spent most of the rest of the night working on my scrap book. I am really just working on the photos right now, I haven't put anything together. I have a feeling that my scrap book is going to suck....haha, I really don't know what I'm doing! I didn't really text my boyfriend today for fear that we'd have an argument which would make me feel a lot worse about not seeing him but he tried to call me so I felt I better make contact. We had a horrible phone conversation which made me feel terrible. I won't go into details but I felt like he wasn't understanding where I was coming from and I just looked like a complete monster for not supporting him right now. Maybe I am. I guess that's all for tonight.