Is this getting boring? I feel like it is, humm....well I hope not! I am listening to The Killers "All These Things That I've Done". I absolutely love the song, let's face it I really love the band! Whenever I need to feel inspired I listen to them:) I had a really stressful morning today mainly because I had to run to Target. I thought I was ahead of the game because last night I took my shower so I could get right up and go. It turned out to be much harder than I thought it would be to get out of bed....it's just getting so cold! Also my hair was the other issue. It was so matted down because I went to bed with it wet that when I got up I ran a brush through it and I definitely looked like Peggy Bundy from Married With Children, no lie. Imagine taming that! After I got my hair together I had to put a load of laundry in and then I was finally off.
So, here's the thing, I have trouble when I'm shopping sometimes because I don't like to spend money so I will put off making some purchases in order to keep the total down. Then I end up really needing some of the items I didn't get and paying a ridiculous amount of money for them at stores like the CVS or the Food Store. To combat that, now when I go to Target I have trained myself to buy every single thing I need which will ultimately save me money later. It sounds so easy when I write it down like this. I also stopped at Joanne fabrics because my sisters and I are working on a fall project. We are each doing two "fall" scrapbook pages. First and foremost I must say that I had no idea how hard it is to buy two 12 x 12 pieces of scrapbook paper. I have never seen so many choices in my whole life....not to mention all the other stuff you can buy! What I decided to do was go home and design a template of sorts before I end up in the poor house because of all I've spent on this project. I figured I should have some time this weekend to do it. I am actually really excited about this though because I think it's good to put my energy into things which don't include obsessively cleaning my house! When I got home from the store I really didn't have too much time before work so I ate lunch fast and got ready to go. Work wasn't too bad tonight and it went by pretty fast. I had a harder time than usual when I got home cleaning my shoes off because of some work incidences, but I guess it could have been a lot worse.
I haven't spoken to my boyfriend since he left Wednesday morning and we've only exchanged a few text messages. I was really upset with him and for me it's just better to avoid talking to him when I'm angry than to say things I don't mean. I hope that he's not too upset with me, but I really needed a break to calm down and put things in perspective. I feel a little bit better about things now, but still not great. I have no idea what we are doing this weekend, but I think we desperately just need some quality time alone. I guess that's all for tonight!
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