Day Two Hundred and Seventy Nine.

    Today I broke a perfect record streak at work which has been going on for about 16 months. Unfortunately, when I woke up today I was so nauseous I really couldn't drag myself to get up and get ready for work. I hate having to call in because all I do is feel guilty about it for the rest of the day:( In fact, after I went back to bed I had a dream about missing work and that everyone was mad at me. Then when I woke up I had a feeling that my boyfriend was going to be really disappointment in me as well. I never actually threw up but all day I was feeling very off so I'm going to try to forgive myself for not going in. I decided to take it easy today and I read "Gone With the Wind" for about 5 hours.
    Since I was home bound I decided to do some laundry as well. I washed my bed blanket as well as my bed sheets and finally I put a regular load in. I didn't have an official lunch because I wasn't feeling right so I just had a Fiber One bar and some fruit. After lunch I spent some time playing with my dog and then when it cooled down this afternoon I took her for a walk, which she thoroughly enjoyed. During the day I finally managed to email my boyfriends Mother about the coming weekend. We are having a Birthday get together for my boyfriend at his parents camp and my entire family is coming so I had to ask her about specific details. My boyfriend really doesn't like to think of it as his party but more of an excuse to get everyone together.
    For dinner I had a Lean Cuisine and then afterwards I reviewed a project I've been involved in at work, before my boyfriend called me. I told him that he had better call me in the morning because I get really paranoid I'm going to oversleep on days after I call in, which would look really bad. My hands are really dry because I washed them a lot today and I spent some more time trying to get the last touches of the gel nail polish off of them. I can't explain how difficult it is to remove that gel polish and I'm never going to try to do it on my own again.
    I read a readers comment saying that I should get it again and I agree....even though it was hard to get off! I really liked it on because I thought it helped me to avoid hand washing plus my nails grew longer than they have my whole adult life. In fact, they're already breaking and it's making me upset. I think the biggest reason I might delay getting them again is the cost. I hate spending money on myself especially since I feel guilty about having to call into work. Alright, that's it for now.