Day Thirteen.

    Today at work I felt so behind; I really couldn't keep up the pace at all. I hate days like that because I go home feeling like I suck at my job and I'm going to get fired. I didn't do well at all with the handwashing today either..my hands look horrible. I think the main problem was that I was in an area where you have to wash your hands a lot and the soap at work is especially harsh. I need to have a better day tomorrow because where I am working I don't have access to a sink easily and I have to use Purell which is really irritating on sore, cracked, and bleeding hands:(
    The plan for tonight was that my boyfriend was coming over, which I was really excited about however, he ended up getting here much later than I thought because he had to make a last minute errand. It annoyed me more than it should have.... but I was really just disappointed that I wouldn't get to see much of him. I get very attachy the week before I start evening shift because I know I won't see much of him at all during that week. He always tell me that I need to focus on now and not the future, but that's hard for me to do because I'm a planner. I will talk more about my planning issues another time:) After having a bit of an argument about the whole ordeal, we ended up having a good night together when he finally got here which I was happy about.
    The antics of this past weekend have definitely caught up with me and I find myself more tired than usual for a Tuesday night. I guess because I'm getting older I can't have these wild weekends anymore-ugh, I hate saying things like that. There's a decent amount of things I want to get done tomorrow after work and the main thing is to workout. I felt a lot better today already after working out on Monday and I know it's going to help with my self esteem a little bit. Even if I'm not noticing results, I still feel a lot better about myself when I workout and eat right. We managed to stick with the plan tonight and have buffalo chicken salad for dinner, which was good and just the right amount of food. The other thing I definitely want to do tomorrow is read these two articles I have been meaning to read that my boyfriend's Mother had given me. Interestingly enough she gave me one about germs which I am really eager to get too! I will let you know what it is about....with that being said I'm going to bed!