Day Fifty.

    I can't believe I've been doing this blog everyday for fifty days! Gosh, if only I were that devoted to exercising....I'd really look great:) Anyway let's see....today at work was really a blur. It just went by so fast it was unbelievable and that was with me staying until 4pm. I find it really hard to finish up at exactly 3pm when the next person arrives so often I spend most of the rest of the time doing all the extra things I didn't quite get to. I was able to get a coffee but nothing else....so when I was waiting for my friend to finish up I scarfed down my yogurt and Special K 100 calorie Fruit Crisp. It was nice getting to walk out of work with my friend, we usually do it everyday when I'm on day shift but we've both been getting out at odd times and missing each other. We had a lot of catching up to do!
    Once I got home I was going back and forth about whether I should run out to Target or not. I am really glad that I ultimately decided to do it because all of a sudden my weekend plans have really filled up and I wouldn't of had time until next week. Of course I had to get soap:( Actually it wasn't an emergency, I had really just ran out of the SoftSoap I use in the kitchen because I usually only buy two of those at a time due to the fact I don't use as much in the kitchen as I do the bathroom. I was very excited to find out that once again they had price cut the soap I get to $2.99! I also got paper towels, that wasn't an emergency either, but I figured I better get them since I was there and they were on sale as well! I spent a good amount of time looking for light bulbs for the fixture above my sink which I really like to use but it's been out for a while now. I couldn't find the exact match but found one I thought would work, but unfortunately it must be the fixture, not the bulb, because it didn't work! I have the same light fixtures above the breakfast bar area too so I tried one of those bulbs in the fixture above the sink and still nothing happened. Now I am slightly obsessing that there is water in my ceiling which may be causing the electrical problem. Ugh. I got a few other things as well and was a little perturbed because two of the items on my list they didn't have. The fluoride mouthwash wasn't anywhere to be found and neither were the vacuum bags for my shop vac....grr.
    On the way home I stopped at Panera to get that same salad I've been obsessing about for weeks so I wouldn't have to mess with dinner. I had a minor breakdown after the salad and before my shower for some reason. I was gathering all the trash because it is trash day tomorrow and once I was done that I was about to go upstairs to shower, when for some reason, I decided to check the bottom of the shoes I wore all day long. I did that and didn't see anything that bad but decided I had better run them under the sink. After about ten minutes of washing them I had to clean the sink area with Clorox, then the floor, then check the floor in the shoe room, then finally I could proceed to my shower. It was frustrating because my hands were sore before I even got in the shower and they look terrible now. I have a long cut on the knuckle of my left index finger which keeps bleeding and it's driving me crazy.
    After I showered I folded laundry then had a conversation with my boyfriend on the phone. We didn't talk about yesterday at all and I was in a much more pleasant mood tonight, even though I didn't hear from him all day again today. It was interesting because my Mother called me tonight and I ended up having a long conversation with her about things. She told me plain and simple, "try not to get too emotional when you're upset with him". Funny my Mother saying that, the most emotional person I know! I'm hoping we can go out for a nice dinner, just the two of us, tomorrow without his work interrupting us and I can feel a little less overlooked. Alright, that's it for now!