I sure did have a busy night at work....I ended up not getting home until almost 12pm. I was in a hurry to get home particularly tonight because my Mom is still here and my one older sister was coming for the night as well. I thought she would be working really early tomorrow morning but it turns out she doesn't have to go in until later, so me working later tonight wasn't a terrible thing. I feel like I forgot to do a lot tonight at work which makes me feel slightly on edge. I only hope that I remembered all of the important issues. Sometimes there's so many things going on that it's nearly impossible to remember everything. I ended up getting my coffee around 5pm....I was calling it the calm before the storm because at that point I was all caught up. I did eat a Lean Cuisine for dinner around 9pm, but it simply solidifies how much I hate eating at work. It's just so rushed and I never feel like I can enjoy it.
This morning when I got up I hit my snooze button on the alarm quite a few times. I ended up going to bed later than I wanted to last night and for some reason I had a hard time sleeping. I kept hearing voices outside the window, I think there was a social gathering at a house down the street, but it kind of unnerved me. When I got up my Mom had just gotten up as well and we had some coffee. I didn't get that much done this morning, I did empty the dishwasher and put a load of laundry in. I also went through the mail. I am going to have to get up at a decent time tomorrow because I do have some bills to pay before we go into the Holiday week.
It's always a little hard having my Mom here because I really have to force myself not to get overly obsessive with cleaning and hand washing. She gets so upset with me when I'm doing really bad with my OCD so I try to hide it as much as possible. It's also hard having a house guest around like my Mother because she's not really that conscience of how I like to keep things. For instance she's been putting my mail right on the kitchen table which has been driving me crazy. I like to go through the mail right when I get home or put it over where I keep the recycling, so I can just wash the counter top off after I go through it. When I write these things down it makes me feel guilty that I am the way I am because I really wish I was a more easy going person. I mean, why can't I just be grateful that my Mom did me the favor of getting the mail in the first place. I haven't said anything to her about the mail and I hope I won't. It's really not worth bringing it up because she's only here for one more day and I just don't want to upset her about that.
I spoke with my boyfriend for a little while today and he was not looking forward to his night tonight. I guess he has to work tomorrow as well. Hopefully he can get out at a decent time then come to my house and take a nap for a while. Alright, that's all I have for now!
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