I woke up in a really good mood this morning which by the end of the day seemed to have faded away, which I'll explain why later. I was really glad that I showered last night because I was able to just get right up this morning and get ready for my errands. The errands were some what productive. I went to the pet store to look for a shirt to complete my dogs costume and the only one I found was way to small. I ended up cutting the sleeves and most the mid section so I could at least get it on her. The shirt was only $5 so I don't feel that bad! Then I ended up going to one of my least favorite stores, Walmart, to see if they had any letter appliques which I could put on my shirt to complete my costume. I was really excited to find out that they did! I couldn't believe some of the prices at Walmart, I mean, I swear that Target is by far the better deal. I also hate the general Walmart clientele, no offense to anyone, but really where do some of these people come from?!
Once I got home I only had time to eat lunch and take off to work. Once I was at work I was in a great mood because I knew once the day was over I had a three day weekend! Unfortunately with half an hour left to go I realized where I was working there was a certain infestation nearby....you know, those bugs I can't say the whole name. In just one second it completely ruined my entire day....completely. All of a sudden my plan of coming home to relax with my boyfriend turned into how fast I could get my clothes off and into a shower. Ugh, it was the worst because I really didn't want to take a shower tonight but it was inevitable. I figured it would be a good idea to call my boyfriend on the way home to pre warn him about what had happened, plus I thought it might calm my nerves a little bit. Of course I wasn't listening to anything he had to say and as soon as I walked in the door I was snapping his head off until I got into the shower. The worst part is that a shower is not going to be the end of this, I am going to obsess about what happened tonight for at least a couple of weeks. After I showered we ate the dinner which he picked up for us then made the cookies I wanted to make for the party tomorrow. I was in a pretty bad mood until about half way through when he couldn't take my mood anymore and asked me what he had done. As best as I could I tried to explain that it wasn't him, it was me, blah blah blah. After doing all that explaining I ended up feeling a lot better and almost my normal self again. I guess I just needed him to listen.
I can't believe that tomorrow is the day of the Halloween party and I am still not 100% done my costume. There are a few things I have to do tomorrow morning to finish up and my shoes have not arrived yet. I am trying to wrap my head around the fact that they might never show up and figuring out what I could use instead. Tomorrow I am also going to have to put icing on the cookies as well because we didn't do that tonight. Time is an issue as well, we are bringing my coworker to the party and I have to be done with everything at 3:30pm. That doesn't seem like a lot of time! Alright with that being said I better get to bed:)
Hugs. I'm really glad you talked about it and started to feel better again. Please try not to obsess too much about it, it is over. I know it is hard and you can't control your thoughts but really try and distract yourself if you start thinking about it again! I soooo have a guess for what your costume is and can't wait to find out!! I'm proud of you for making it yourself!!
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