It was so hard getting out of bed this morning. I was so tired due to the fact that I [/452had such a difficult time getting to sleep, it really took me forever. It's really challenging trying to get to sleep before 11pm when your average bedtime is 2am. These evening weeks to day weeks aren't getting any easier that's for sure. Once I got up and moving I felt okay and was ready to go to work. It wasn't a bad day at work, I was just tired. I was also slightly frustrated because one of the things I have to get done by the end of the month wasn't available today so I have to put it off until later this week. It's a bit of a quality assurance test for us and I was just going to do it today to get it over with....now I have to wait!
When I got out of work today I ended up coming right home and doing a little bit of exercising. I did not get on the elliptical machine but I did do some ab workouts on the floor because I have been feeling very flabby lately. I did them upstairs in my bedroom on the carpet and realized that it was probably time to vacuum up there. After I vacuumed I put a load of laundry in and took a nice, hot shower....it felt so nice after being so cold all day. By the way did I mention how cold it is?! Before I got in the shower I had to fight the urge not to empty the vacuum out. I realized that it's probably been way over due but it was a project I knew would take a ton of time and I didn't really want to get into it tonight. I'm pretty proud of the fact that I was able to just let it go!
Once I was done my shower I finally folded the laundry I had done yesterday and then got to work on my performance review. After reading what I had written last week I realized I didn't really like much of what I had said so I ended up re-doing a lot of it. It's so hard for me to evaluate myself because I think I have a tendency to be a really hard critic which isn't necessary the best thing to do on these reviews. I think you need to really build yourself up and prove your worth....it's hard to do what when half of the time I come home from work I feel like I could have done a lot better. I think that's just my obsessive nature though. My one therapist used to say that I would make even bagging groceries a stressful job! Oh well, she's probably right! I don't think I'll be able to hand my review in tomorrow, but Wednesday will be the day! My boyfriend is going to come over tomorrow so maybe I'll review it one more time before he gets here and then call it quits. I think tomorrow is going to be taco night! In other exciting news apparently he finally got his hair cut! Okay, well that's all for now!
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