Day Fourty Six.

    I already said this at the end of my last blog but I will say it again, I really wasn't feeling well this morning. After I got up then had a cup of coffee, ibuprofen, and something to eat I was back to normal. Since we had my coworker with us we ended up leaving my sisters house earlier than I would have liked. I felt like I didn't really have that much time to spend with my twin sister but it was nice that I had the afternoon to spend with my boyfriend. We ended up going to the food store to pick things up to make pizza for dinner right when we got home. My one sister had made pulled pork for the party and I was upset I didn't get any last night so I brought some back so we decided to make pulled pork BBQ pizza with it. My boyfriend made it and it came out great! I also had a bunch of candy afterwards:)
    One of the best things about my sisters party is that everyone dresses up and I love seeing all the different costumes. So my twin sister went as a chef and her husband was a giant bottle of Schlitz beer. My second to oldest sister and her husband went as a socket and plug....haha it was funny! My oldest sister and her husband were Woody and Jessie from "Toy Story" which was really great! Their dog even went as Slinky which was super cute! My twin sisters dog won the award for best costume because he was dressed as a lobster....it was hysterical. With some of the left over scrap pieces of felt from my skirt I had made my dog a matching skirt so she went as a mini version of me, I even put the letter of her first name on it. The party went by so fast which made me kind of sad and I really didn't see my boyfriend much. He spends a lot of time with the boys which is fine but when we went to bed I felt I hadn't seen him all night!
    I took tomorrow off of work which is nice for me unfortunately my boyfriend still has to go in. There are a lot of things which I need to do but I really hope I can suppress my urge to clean all day and read my book a little bit. I definitely hope I can at least get to vacuuming my car because with the winter coming up I am running out of time to do that. I won't lie I have a little bit of the Sunday night blues which is odd because I have the day off tomorrow so I kind of thought that wouldn't happen. It's just hard sometimes when I go from having people around me to being alone. I have also had a problem since childhood of looking forward to things to much then being upset when they are over, for example the Halloween party.
    I did have a heart to heart with my boyfriend tonight about how I am not looking forward to spending another winter with separate houses. I just remember how hard it was last year because he really can't leave his house alone that long in the winter so I felt we spent a lot of time apart. He actually said maybe he should move in here for this winter. I guess my concern with that is that it wouldn't really be our place and he kind of agreed with that. I just told him that maybe he should just get in the habit of leaving his house ready for several nights away, just incase the weather or work makes it hard for him to get home. I'm really not trying to speed this relationship but I think that it would help us both out if we lived together. With my boyfriend working so much he barely has time to do his laundry and the cleaning at his house, which are things I could be helping him out with.
    My boyfriend and I also had a conversation about me writing this blog because he stopped reading it. I was a bit hurt about that but he honestly said he just didn't want it to turn into my way of communicating things to him that I didn't want to do in person. I really respect that and I actually think it's better for me to not have him reading it anyway. There are times when it's helpful to vent my frustration about us on here but I don't want him to read into them or get the wrong idea. I will honestly say that the few times I was really angry at him writing it down then re-reading it makes it easier for me to relate to his side and calms my anger. Alright well I had better get some sleep I am tired!